曾经的心情

今天，在王蔷老师的课上，看到几位同学大方自如的展示着“How to make demonstrations”。突然间觉得，此时的自己是灰色的和timid。在会议上，向老外提问会紧张；甚至在课堂上，发表自己的看法，偶尔也会冒汗珠。
于是，头脑中浮现出07年的金秋九月站在蒙中的主席台上，领着两千多学生读英语句子的我；站在诺大的多媒体教师的讲台上，自信满满地告诉大家“May I have your attention, please?”或者饱含感情的朗读Martin Luther King的“I have a dream”的那种“我就是我”的感觉。
是我后退了吗？一方面，我想，勇气是需要锻炼的，久则不练，必会退却。另一方面，我想，站在讲台上的那份自信，很大一部分是学生们给我的，是他们的信任和期待，让我大方地走上去，自如地展示自我。
所以，不能说自己后退了，但心却被尘封了，因为心的尘封而让那份自信和热情藏匿到角落。面对着繁华都市中，一个个匆匆掠过的人，一张张很难让你走近的面孔，心慢慢被缩紧、被尘封。于是，我只能告诉自己，努力向前，向前！以此来弥补心灵的孤独。也或许，多数人的成长之路原本就是孤独的，也正是我们在追求不孤独的路上，逐渐地成长、成熟！而陪伴你抛弃孤独的事物，可以是一个人或一份感情（比如，爱人），可以是书籍，也可以是一项事业（比如，梅兰芳的京剧）。但最后一者，却往往不能摒弃孤独，而只是孤独所带来的附属品。
但，无论是孤独也好，还是在锦山的甜蜜宁静也好，生活之路是我自己选择的。我曾经也深切地感受到那里的生活虽然快乐、幸福，但那份安逸并不是我想要的，至少在年轻的时候，我想奋斗。而奋斗之路，往往意味着孤独，因为很多你从未攀登过的路，需要自己去探索；你从未遇到过的困难，需要自己去克服。没有人能替你走，甚至没有人能帮得了你。
只是，孤独并不意味着要尘封自己的心。而我，也应该努力敞开自己的心扉，努力去接受身边的一切，自信地去展示自我。乐观、开朗、包容！用微笑去迎接冰冷的面孔，用善良去对待尖刻的眼神。不要把那些不友好的东西放到心里，只是让它们随着稍纵即逝的时间一起流过吧。我想这是保持心情的平静和快乐的好方法。

宁静以致远......

北师大校歌歌词

（进入师大已经有五六年光景了，还是第一次在教育学原理的课上，听到和看到师大的校哥。放在这里留作纪念。）
往者文化世所崇，
将来事业更无穷，
开来继往师道贯其中，
师道
师道
谁与立？
责无旁贷在藐躬。
皇皇兮故都，
巍巍兮学府，
一堂相聚志相同，
朝研昔讨乐融融，
宏我教化，
昌我民智，
共矢此愿务成功!

Friends

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. There is always people that hurt you, so what you have to do is keep on trusting and be careful about who you trust next time around. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you. Remember what ever happens happens for a reason. How many people actually have a true friend. hardly any one I know. But some of us have an all right friend or a good friend.

Love-a good passage

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frawn even when you're said because you never know who will love you at your smile.
To the world, you maybe one person, but to one person, you maybe the world.
Don't waste your time on a man or woman who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Just because someone don't love the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Don't try so hard. The best things come when you least expect them to.
Maybe God wants you to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one.
So when we finally meet the person we will know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over. Smile because it happened.

Declare my coming

Today, I have this new home. I hope it's long and stable.
I'll try my best to decorate and enrich it.
Welcome my friends coming here and communicating with me.